Pain Killer.

 

  The ultimate reason why we often find "Partying" a getaway because, simply, life is a mess. There is times where we need to unleash yourself and have fun. Which, in my book, never existed. Thanks to my not-so-brave instinct, I can't do it.

  That temptation to have a sip of vodka, party away, dance till we past out or even just one shot of tequila is stronger than an attracted magnet. Just something to get this "clutter" in my life forgotten, even for just one night.

  Everything does happen for a reason and in this case, it's nothing unusual. I don't see a better solution than this... I might sound cliche but the truth is, I can't take it anymore.