A Christmas Fashion disaster.

  Notice the title? Not once, not twice but three times! How can I make a fashion mistake three times every Christmas? Silly me.

  Well yes of course, sometimes trends doesn't last but judging by the outfits I picked out... It has nothing to do with trends. Maybe at that moment, I just wanted to be fashionable so I decided to play "Dress me up game" and definitely, I lost.

  Let me begin with my 2009 outfit. The worst of all! It's a tradition for us family to hang out on Christmas, and so we did. It was 5 in the evening if I'm not mistaken and my mother suddenly changed her mind. We were suppose to hang out nearby but she insisted to hang out at Pavilion. And we did went there somewhat. The first thing that came through your mind when I said Pavilion is definitely got to be "POSH" I mean, how can you dress up looking like cheap douche to a mall that looks like a freaking overseas Chanel outlet!? I'm sorry, but I'll never do that. So at my point of view, wearing a grey baggy sleeveless top with a shorts and leggings. Yes, leggings with strips! And my sister's sandal which looks like freshly out of the trash can -I had nothing else- What was I thinking? To top it off, I slid my sunglasses on my top. Like a pure btch. *Shot me*

  Let's not add anymore salt to the wound right there. It's pretty disaster itself. Moving on is, 2010. I was at Philippines with my family, so we decided to celebrate at Mall of Asia -The biggest mall in Asia- It was awesome! Huge and OMG, full with designer goodies! And guess what did wore? A normal pink with grey strips t-shirt, a over size black sleeves cardigan and jeans. I look like a walking disaster. But the good news is, it's much better than 2009's. I can't even go there anymore.

  Last but not least 2011. A year I'll never forget. Big exam and blah blah.. Boring year I must say, who cares. Let me begin with the location. PAVILION, again. The decorations there are awesome, so why not? This time I wore my mom's blazer -It's nice, trust me.- with a UK flag t-shirt underneath and baggy jeans. WTF was I thinking? Baggy jeans?? Well, again. Much better than 2010's, right?

  This year, 2012. I'm planning to wear A simply and elegant dress. And try not to fall back under disaster again.

x Peace out! :)

Rejection. HURTS !

I knew that day will eventually come when I have to work like mad just to achieve my goals. But when I do, I’ve been rejected.
I know I should take this rejection as a lesson and fix it to Awesome, but how? I wasn’t quite ready to present my work at all but like people said, “Strike when the iron is still hot?” And that’s what I did but, rejected.
I know if one door closes, another door opens. I’ll take all my pain and build a masterpiece that one day will eventually put a smile on my face and a weight lift off my shoulder.
Wish me luck readers! :)

Here’s the mini-cherry on top of the regular cherry on top of the sundae of awesomeness that is my life.- Barney stinson From HIMYM :)
x peace out :)

Why "Out-going" became my..Let me see. Goal?

It’s not that I’m being fake. Never! -If you’re nice to me, then why shall I be fake?- True. But it’s just that, being in your own shell is never nice and having a status with no likes and comments? Tell me, which part of it sounds fun? huh? NONE!


It occurs to me that, no matter how kind you are or caring you are, people always side with none other than… Pretty-on-the outside people. Let me put this nicely, prettiest gets everything! Frankly, I don’t care about them -I’m not jealous- it’s just, why can’t people see the beauty in people from the inside? Why do ordinary-looking people have to work so hard to get people’s attention? Frustrating sometimes.. But, I’ve learn..to not give a damn about it and just be who I am! Because, there ain’t no other ME in this world and I’m unique in my way! :)



x peace out :)

Two different "world" collide :)

I have two completely different sides.. Which to choose?


By now I need to have a slight clear picture about what I’m suppose to do but instead I’m kinda torn. First I do love SCIENCE, so that’s the reason why I choose pure science stream instead of arts when I clearly love FASHION too...*THINKING* It’s really hard to make up my mind right now, I really need more time to think about that.

I like to be artistic in my own way. I love dancing, singing, acting or shall I say being dramatic, sketching clothes and also writing.

Probably most of the people hate and find writing really boring but writing is the only way for me to express my true feelings.. Actually all above I’ve mention is kinda like my source of expressing feelings :p And there is a rather mysterious side of me as well. Being alone and focus on what I’m suppose to do.. In short, LAME! Yeah that’s right! But it’s part of me so I can’t really help it though. Anyways, I have a rough plan about my future and that is to be a well-known Psychologist, best seller and of course have a clothing line with my sisters. Pretty ambitious? That’s just a little part of me that makes the rest stand out.. :)


x peace out :)

WE NEED TO HANG OUT MORE OFTEN

Period. All we do now is internet, internet and more internet. Even though we are sitting on the same sofa! This all occurs when my mom installed wireless internet connection at home. And since my sister has a phone, we bought new laptops things just wasn’t the same anymore. Whenever my sister is talking, I’ll be concentrating on the laptop. And vice verse. Terrible I tell you. There is this once when I found out a new information about my sister through my cousin ! I literally have no idea what is goin’ on. Sad yet true. All that crazily things we use to share is now vanished, thanks to technology. However I can’t fully blame it, it did connect us together whenever we are away.


P/s: Hang out is a must! Maybe we’ll have lunch together someday. If so, I’ll upload a picture :)


x Peace out :)

-I mean I miss our overly-excessively-sisterly-bonding :(

I’ll miss #BicaraBerirama2012KL

All the havoc and drama will be missed, this is the best thing that have happen to me. I can’t regret, ever! Wish could do this to infinity! LOL Being over dramatic.


P/s: I feel crying now, after a month of gathering.. now it is over :’(